February 10th, 2011

I WANT TO GO TO BURNING MAN.

January 31st, 2011

I guess in tumblr we don’t cite primary sources. Haha.

There is no ugly, there is no imperfect, there is no not-good-enough. Likewise there is no pretty, perfect, or good enough. Those are terms based on cultural standards which vary not only by culture but with each individual. The only thing there really is is compassion, and if you have compassion for others then you are BEAUTIFUL. The question shouldn’t be, “maybe it doesn’t matter if I’m not pretty enough?” It should be “maybe it doesn’t matter if people are too blind to see that I already am beautiful?” Because someone, somewhere, thinks you are the most gorgeous creature ever. Because there is some culture, somewhere, where you could walk into the midst of the people of that culture and you would be a goddess in their eyes.

What a beautiful video!

Deeply privileged

You know that swell in the heart that is all mighty, that takes a bit of your breath away with every heartbeat, that sits with you for a long time, making the heart ache with a beautiful ache? The swell that wraps around you comfortingly, like a mother’s arms to her newborn child - the kind that touches you deep inside, reminding you that we are all human and that love is around?

Can’t emphasize enough how much several events have touched me in the past week, and how I’ve become not only clearer on my life’s direction for at least the next year, but how much I want this, how much I love the heart work, how important this is to me.

Teresa Hsu’s TEDxWomen video in TEDxSingapore really touched me, and made me reflect - why am I not working towards the issue of food shortage? Why education instead? Completely touched. Then, thoughts rolled to how I came to this idea in the first place, and who enabled me, after all these years, to be not only who I am today, but why I do lots of what I do.

Lye Yen Kai - such a humbling experience to be working with this man - so many opportunities. To grow, learn, practise under, and really be unafraid to try. He shines, and through him, provides the much needed permission for people to shine.

Without him, I wouldn’t have even known this line of experiential learning and facilitation. I wouldn’t have met all the students and campers I have met all these years, who have influenced me as much as I have influenced them.

And tonight, Pam Tan’s deeply compassionate and open letter about her own facilitation experience reminded me about how much I love this work. I can’t say enough how proud I am to hear of her growth, how privileged I feel to be able to see her, and the other TKGS girls grow. I met these girls when they were in Secondary 3 in 2007. How time flies.

Beautiful night to sleep, smiling.

January 30th, 2011

Island-wide rain surrounding Singapore.. Chet Atkins on the stereo, gentle breeze by the window, warm and safe indoors, and beautiful, beautiful view. What a life.

January 26th, 2011
Isn’t this absolutely too cute?
Compulsive person in me shouted GET IT when I saw it - and so I did! But not for me, it’s for Annie Ang! :D Hurhur. She loves bears and it’s just too cute lah. Threadless rocks.
Incidentally, we got to study a little of bear physiology in Toronto, and I subsequently did a paper on why bears don’t lose muscle mass when they hibernate (and stay motionless). We do, so why don’t they? Hurhur. Ping me for more info.
So anyways, that’s why I’m starting to be fond of bears. Hurhur.

Isn’t this absolutely too cute?

Compulsive person in me shouted GET IT when I saw it - and so I did! But not for me, it’s for Annie Ang! :D Hurhur. She loves bears and it’s just too cute lah. Threadless rocks.

Incidentally, we got to study a little of bear physiology in Toronto, and I subsequently did a paper on why bears don’t lose muscle mass when they hibernate (and stay motionless). We do, so why don’t they? Hurhur. Ping me for more info.

So anyways, that’s why I’m starting to be fond of bears. Hurhur.

Can’t wait to watch The King’s Speech. Who says films can’t be educational? Read a bio of King George VI and subsequently am in awe of current reigning Queen Elizabeth (she’s his daughter).

Also, helps that Keep Calm and Carry On was a campaign created during his reign to stem panic amongst his people in the war. Chanced upon it (the product) in Toronto and really liked it. The design hasn’t changed since!

Film: The Last Days Of Emma Blank
Synopsis: A woman living in a large country home drives her servants to mutiny  with her outrageous demands as she waits for death to come for her.
Verdict: SPOILER WARNINGDisturbing at first, the storyplot and its underlying structures slowly emerge with each day that Emma Blank lives on - to the agony of her servants. Upon further thought, it is interesting how Blank struggles to create a life that is anything but blank, in doing so holds a family together draconian style. With her around, there is no life, or living. Without her, there is no future still. Perhaps her legacy is really, creating the blank landscape that surrounds her, in every living and non-living thing possible.
3.75 out of 5

Film:
The Last Days Of Emma Blank

Synopsis:
A woman living in a large country home drives her servants to mutiny with her outrageous demands as she waits for death to come for her.

Verdict: SPOILER WARNING
Disturbing at first, the storyplot and its underlying structures slowly emerge with each day that Emma Blank lives on - to the agony of her servants. Upon further thought, it is interesting how Blank struggles to create a life that is anything but blank, in doing so holds a family together draconian style. With her around, there is no life, or living. Without her, there is no future still. Perhaps her legacy is really, creating the blank landscape that surrounds her, in every living and non-living thing possible.

3.75 out of 5

January 25th, 2011

Her speech epitomises what I love about concept-making, thesis-drawing and the academic, scientific process. Makes the heart go a-thump at the bouncing of ideas.